Merry Christmas Eve!

FINALLY! I ended up at a grand total of 41 days. Dang! That is such a long time to wait. And it really limits the number of opportunities I have to get pregnant in a year. But anyway, my little friend is finally here. And as I expected, it puts those important days 5-9 right smack in the middle of not only the holidays but the biggest accumulation of snow I have ever seen in Spokane. I called Inland Imaging and had to beg them to squeeze me in. The only time they had was Wednesday the 31st, checking in at 12:45pm. Which is totally LAME because Eric and I were supposed to be leaving for Whitefish MT for New Year's that day. We'll still get to leave I guess, just not nearly as early as we had hoped. I called my doctor's office to see if they could fit me in there, and of course the scheduler for what I need isn't there (sonohystogram or hysterosonogram, I have heard both now). So they said they would call me :(

Breaking records

Well yesterday Spokane got a record breaking amount of snow. And today is day Thirty Seven for me and still no sign of my period. Dangit! So this means I am going to have to call and reschedule again for what, Christmas Eve? The day after Christmas? Who knows. At this point it is anyone's guess. And yes, I have taken a pregnancy test. Nada. Boo.

DAY THIRTY THREE

I called this morning to reschedule the sonohysterogram because still no sign of my little friend, and if it comes tomorrow then Friday will be too early. So they fit me in on Monday which means if I start tomorrow, Wednesday, or Thursday then I'll be okay. But if not, I am guessing it might be tricky to get me scheduled with Christmas and everything going on. Then I might have to wait until next month, which would really suck. I am hoping it won't be an issue though because really my longest cycle in over a year has been 34 days -- so cross your fingers for me! This is really inconvenient not having any clue what my cycle is going to be like. I was SURE that with my thyroid medication I would suddenly be running like clockwork. Not so much I guess. Thankfully, it is Christmas time, so lots of distractions and other reasons to be happy :)

28 days

This is it, I should be expecting my little monthly friend any day now. I am excited to see if it comes sooner rather than later. I have been feeling a little under the weather the last couple of days, really nauseated and stuff, so I did take a pregnancy test yesterday (negative) just out of curiousity. I was not really expecting anything because we have not been trying but I guess the last positive one I had I wasn't expecting that either. So next Friday I have my sonohysterogram first thing in the morning and then it will be time to get serious. Yippee! I can't wait. But I am so nervous! All this not finding anything wrong business is really screwing with my head. The terror is setting in right along with the excitement. Now if only I wasn't feeling so yucky… and if only I could lose like 15 lbs… and if only it would snow… and if only I could find Evie's "Come on ring those bells" album on something other than vinyl… and ok I'm done now.

Dream

I had the craziest dream last night about that test I have coming up. I had gone to the doctor for something else and they decided that it couldn't wait. They called up "the place" and they had an opening. I was driving and taking a couple of nurses with me. While I was waiting I noticed there were these huge freezers FULL of ice cream at my doctor's office. I asked someone what that was about and they said they had ice cream parties all the time. So driving to the place where the test was to take place, I went the wrong way and got lost. Finally we got there only to find out we had to be in another building. To make a long story short it was going to be in this huge warehouse full of people who were WATCHING. What??? And just before it began the doctor that was there decided they couldn't do it for some reason. It wasn't totally clear to me but it seemed like maybe he thought I was pregnant already. Which reminds me, the last time I dreamed I was pregnant, it turned out that I WAS! Yikes, wouldn't that be crazy?