Wednesday, April 29, 2009

More pokes

Well Dr. B's nurse called just now and they are calling in another prescription for me.  I asked what it was and told them that Dr. H already had me on 100mg of progesterone.  She said it was for 200mg -  twice a day, yowsers, that might knock me out for real.  Then they are going to get my HCG quant drawn today and Friday and also test my progesterone today to see where that's at.  AND I am scheduled for an ultrasound in 3 weeks (May 21 @ 1:45pm), "sooner if I have any bleeding."  So I am pretty happy about that.  Normally my doc does not do an U/S until like 20 weeks and I think that would put me over the edge if I had to wait that long.

Action!  I like it.  I like feeling like I am doing something.  It is kinda weird though having two doctors… I feel like I'm cheating on Dr. H or something.  Oh well, it's not about him, it's about me.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Proof

Not that you needed it... But this is partly me pinching myself to make sure I didn't dream this whole thing up.  Also partly I wanted to test posting from my phone with a picture. I know I am such a nerd! I hope I have nerd babies too. ;)


Thanks,
Amanda

4 weeks, 5 days

Wow, I do not remember being this tired so early on last time. I remember being tired after like 6 weeks or so before but MAN am I sleepy. I think the progesterone makes a big difference. I could literally put my head down on my desk right now and take a nap. I may have to start working out on my lunch break just so I can get through the afternoon. Getting a little exercise definitely perks me up a bit so I suppose I could at least go for a walk during the day. If the weather would EVER GET WARMER! Good grief, it is still like winter in the mornings, it sucks so much!

I spilled the beans to my boss this morning. I just didn't want there to be any confusion about me running out the door in a panic if something goes wrong… again. But I am feeling REALLY good about this one! A combination of things makes me feel like this is going to be okay… my thyroid medicine for one, which I didn't start taking until after I already had been told the bad news on the last one. Then there was the pg test, which was positive on day 31, that is pretty early for me. Plus my cycles really shortened up/evened out the past few months. I don't have any scientific reason why I think that is so great, but in my bones it just feels right. I suspect the thyroid medicine has helped with that. I am a little less stressed out this time, too. Work is going good, I feel like I'm not so overwhelmed. School is winding down and I will be done even before my 3rd trimester. The timing is perfect, I will be finishing up all the hard stuff during the 2nd trimester so I will hopefully even have more energy than I do now. The stars could not be lined up any better! Oh, AND I am about 15 pounds lighter than I was before, too. Just in time to gain it all back, happily :)

By the way, my due date according to americanpregnancy.org is January 1st. My 1st OB appt is June 1st. I called Dr. B's office this morning and left a message for the nursing staff to call me back. How long before I should start demanding to have an ultrasound I wonder???

Sunday, April 26, 2009

The day after...

Well, so far, so good. I am feeling pretty calm about this. Not too excited, and not too horribly terrified either. I have been trying to keep myself pretty busy and distracted, just so I'm not constantly evaluating whether or not I have cramps or running to the bathroom every 5 minutes to make sure I'm not bleeding. It's a really weird feeling that this has never ended well for me, but since we still have not found anything wrong, there's no reason to give up hope. I'm not even trying to keep it a secret this time. Pretty much everyone I've come in contact with over the last 36 hours knows my big news. I don't know that I'll be blabbing about it much at work right away but really, this blog isn't private so the cat is pretty much out of the bag for anyone who happens across it.

A couple of random observations...this is at least the second time that I've been kind of sick when I found out. I've been battling a sore throat and a cold all week and I definitely remember one previous pregnancy where I was sick and took some Nyquil before I knew. This time I have just taken ibuprofen, and a couple of days I took an allergy pill that had pseudoephedrine, which is a category "C". So I switched to one that only had the antihistamine in it and I haven't noticed the difference really. Loratadine is a category B which means it hasn't caused any problems in pregnant animals, but they don't have any human studies to back it up.

Also, I have been cleaning like crazy, which I think has happened all 4 times now. Normally I am pretty oblivious to my messy house. But lately I have been compulsively cleaning out closets and throwing stuff away and organizing papers and CDs/DVDs, vacuuming constantly, etc. And I wipe things down, which is weird (for me). I guess I just notice dirty stuff more these days.

Also this is pretty funny, but both Natalie and Eric said in hindsight that I was acting really weird this week and they thought I might be pregnant but didn't want to say anything. Eric said he "couldn't get a read on me" - whereas usually he said he can tell when I am about to get my period. And Natalie said I was being weird too - not bitchy, just weird.

This is all so amazing to me considering that I am only about 4 weeks. I suppose some of it could be all in my head, but I don't care.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

My eggo is Preggo!

I am pregnant again.

That's all I got for now...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Day 28 & Dr. Visit

So, busy day today! I went to see a new Dr. for a new patient consult on my "habitual" miscarriages (as if I do it on purpose!). We'll call him Dr. "B" - he seemed pretty on top of things. He went over with me the "Big 3" reasons why people have m/c: anatomical, chromosomal, and hormonal. We talked about what Dr. H had already done and thus ruled out the chromosomal part, and ultimately decided to check a couple more things in the anatomical and hormonal areas.

For anatomical, next month we're going to do a hysteroscopy and an endometrial biopsy, which is basically a video tour of the inside of my uterus (vs. an ultrasound which is looking at it from the outside), plus a sample of my uterine lining. That way we can see just how good things look in there plus make sure the lining is a welcoming place for that fertilized egg. This all made me happy because I have been suspicious ever since learning that last one had implanted down low. It seemed to me like it just took a long time to find a good place to land and by then it was too late.

For hormonal, we're also going to check my progesterone and make sure there are no issues with my "luteal phase." We are also going with a newish technique for this, testing saliva rather than blood. Dr. B said he feels it gives a more accurate picture of what's really going on. So basically if my progesterone is not high enough, it would cause various issues including interfering with the development of a welcoming uterine lining. All of this will take place around day 20-21 of my NEXT cycle, the downside of which is that I am supposed to try NOT to get pregnant next month.

I discussed my whole insurance situation with Dr. B too and he said he thought if he codes everything right then they should pay for it all, and he agreed with me that recurrent miscarriages is not infertility. Sweet.

When I got home I also called my other Dr.'s office about the ultrasound bill, and at first they said "too bad, so sad" and I pouted a bit and hung up. As I was getting ready to compose an angry letter about the whole deal, the billing gal called back and said she noticed that they had coded the ultrasound differently ("infertility") than the actual Dr.'s visit ("recurrent m/c") from that same day. My insurance company had actually paid for the Dr.'s visit, which she thought might have been a mistake on their part, but it also might be worthwhile to re-bill the U/S with the same code they had used on the visit, and see if they turned around and paid for it all. She said that could trigger an audit of my whole chart and they could potentially go back and "un-pay" for some other things, but maybe not. So I said let's give it a shot. I am not sure what other stuff they might decide not to pay for, but it is important to me to know pretty quick like if they are going to pay for "recurrent miscarriages" vs. "infertility." It could turn into a big ugly mess, but I want to know where that magic point is along the line where they decide that miscarriages = infertility. It all seems very ambiguous, doesn't it?

So that's it for now. Day 28 and I've taken one pregnancy test, which was negative. Yesterday I was sobbing uncontrollably about getting a speeding ticket, so that tells me that my monthly visitor will probably be here soon.

Monday, April 13, 2009

More insurance woes

I finally got the bill from my Dr.'s office for the ultrasound that my insurance had denied. Not only do I have to pay it myself, but now I have to pay the full amount (vs. the amount my insurance contracted with them for). So instead of $135 now it's going to be $206. Boo!!! It's really not fair that all this is sprung on me after the fact. I mean, I don't know if I would have really said I didn't want the ultrasound at all, but at least it would have been my decision. I may still call my Dr.'s billing department and have words with them, but it's hard to find a time to do that during the day since I'm at work and all. I do have a couple of days off next week so maybe I'll do it then. It seems like maybe they could come up with another diagnosis code to use and get me off the hook.

I also decided to go see another Dr. about this whole fiasco. A woman. I found a place in town that specializes in women's health, and they don't provide full OB care but their brochure talks about "early pregnancy care" including looking after early pregnancy problems such as m/c and taking steps to prevent recurrent pregnancy lost. Bingo! Sounded right up my alley. I'm sure I'll have to pay through the nose for it, but it's totally worth a shot, even if it just makes me feel like I'm doing something. I sent an e-mail requesting an appointment today, so more on that later.

Ciao - day 19