More waiting

Can I just say how tired I am of all the pregnancy symptoms? I know I've said this before but it bugs me more and more with every passing day. My boobs are sore, I'm exhausted, I feel sick, and it just keeps getting worse. Don't get me wrong, I promise I would not be complaining if it weren't for the complete darkness at the end of the tunnel. I just do not appreciate the constant reminder that I'm "technically" pregnant, but haha there will be no reward at the end, pffbbbbbbbbbbt. It's really more irritating than depressing though. I've been praying for God to give me peace and He's definitely answering that. I have been feeling pretty calm and accepting of the whole situation most of the time, which is confusing in a way... but good too because being sad hurts so much. I guess it is really just nice that we have control over our thoughts. I suppose I'm not sad all the time mainly because I'm not thinking about it all the time. Which is even stranger because I really AM thinking about it all the time.... I'm just *focusing* on other things more. Does that make sense?

Colossians 3:2 - Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.