So here's the scoop… no sonohystogram until next month. My doctor's office scheduler called me back on Monday and she could not get me in there. Weather was getting really bad, we had two mountain passes to cross, and Eric and I really did not want to get out of town that late on Wednesday. So I just canceled my appointment with Inland Imaging. It was a good thing too because it was really snowy and with the time difference we would have driven most of the way in the dark and arrived pretty late. Which would have been lame on New Years Eve :( I figured it was not a big deal to wait another month and they didn't seem too upset at my doctor's office either. And it was totally worth it. We ended up leaving town before 8am on Wednesday and arrived in lots of time to figure out a gameplan for the evening. Anyway, so I am going to call them back sometime around January 21st-ish, depending on the length of my cycle this time.
I am getting really nervous to get pregnant again. When I think about it I get this really sickly feeling in my stomach. It is not exciting at all anymore. It is so frustrating. It is sooo nerve wracking. Argh. So we are not actually trying this month although we could if we wanted to. We are not trying to avoid it either but there is not the level of dedication we have had in the past. I guess it is nice I am not worried about getting pregnant once we try because that has not been the issue. I am just terrified about what comes after that :( So I did want to wait until after the sonosystogram just in case even though I doubt they will find anything. It's not worth going through another heartbreak and months of waiting around/recovery, when I could just wait one more month to try again.
So that's it. You're up to date :)
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