Friday, January 30, 2009

Say hello to my OTHER little friend

… her name is "Paranoia." Isn't that a beautiful name? So now, because of what happened last time, you know, the whole "I got my period, oh wait, I didn't, I'm actually pregnant" thing, I am worried about that happening again. Dude, I just can NOT win! I had two crazy dreams two nights in a row now… but they did not involve taking any pregnancy tests this time. One was about me and a couple of friends running in Bloomsday together, so that was weird. I can't remember what I dreamed last night, but it was weird too, I know it. There is one big difference between this time and last time though -- last time we were trying to get pregnant, this time we were trying NOT to. So it would be pretty weird if that whole crazy situation happened again, not to mention it would suck because we all know how it turned out. Anyway, I have decided that I will just take a pregnancy test Sunday morning, since I plan on having a few beers to celebrate the Super Bowl (go Arizona!). That way if it is randomly positive I will only have a day to obsess about it before I can go to the doctor and get checked out. I realize I am already obsessing about it, so it can't get much worse, but you love me anyway!

Also, I have now lost 10 pounds total, yay me! 6 more to go in 4 weeks to reach my goal! I can do it!

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