Here we go a#$%&gain

So... I started spotting I guess around Wednesday, it stopped on Saturday and then Sunday started up again as bright red bleeding. I went in this morning to get my HCG done and it came back 860 something which I am not taking as a good sign. I know it is just a baseline and we won't know anything for sure until we get a second one on Wednesday. But this ain't my first rodeo. With Seth my HCG was over 14,000 at 6 weeks (I am 7 weeks as of yesterday). And counting backwards from today, Saturday it would have been 430, Thursday 215, Tuesday 107, Sunday 54, Friday 27, Wednesday 14, Monday 7, Saturday 3.5... you see where I am going with this? I took the pregnancy test 3 days before that and I'm just guessing but I don't think they are quite that sensitive. The miscarriage I had before Seth my HCG was 968 at about 6 weeks so things are looking pretty grim from where I sit. I don't want to cry because I already have a headache and I have a toddler to deal with for the rest of the afternoon. But I'm just sick over it. I am so tired of this crap.