
I think around 10pm or so the nurse checked me (and I had to give Natalie the boot) for the first time since my water broke and I was 5.5cm. I was so disappointed but the nurse said that was actually great progress. Huh?? I really started to have my doubts then. I was so tired already - not only was the whole process physically hard work but I was also really sleepy having only slept a couple of hours the night before. And again, the pain. Oh THE PAIN! Taking one contraction at a time is an excellent strategy but I had really counted on having breaks in between. Eric did an awesome job of reminding me each time to just get through this one. I'm sure around that time I started looking at him like a scared animal after each one was over. I know at least once I said "I can't do this." And he said "yes you can, you're fine now right?" and I was like "not really." There was also a long frustrating period of time where the contraction monitor was not doing its job so I never knew how close I was to getting through each one. The nurse finally did actually switch it out but I think that was way later. I did manage to suffer through a few contractions in various positions intended to turn the baby. I was on my hands and knees for awhile. Standing up leaning over the bed felt okay sometimes, especially if I shifted my weight back and forth from my right to left hip. Side lying was HORRIBLE. I'm not sure why... you would think that would be the easiest position to really relax in, but for the most part I was really only able to when I was sitting up.
Ok crying baby. Of course, he sleeps all day and now when it's bedtime he freaks out :) More later...
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