Friday, January 29, 2010

Another bend in the road

Eric goes back to work on Monday :( I'm freaking out a little about that. One thing I haven't talked enough about is how wonderful he has been. I didn't think it was possible for me to love him more than I already did, but this whole process has really reminded me just how lucky I am. I could gush on and on about all of the fantastic support he gave me during pregnancy and labor, and now continually reminding me what a great job I'm doing. And all the while he is being the most amazing daddy! Babies do wonderful things to husbands, I swear.

Anyway, so Monday things will be different. Back to work he goes, leaving me to figure out this mommy thing on my own for 10 hours a day, give or take. Thankfully my mom is coming to stay with us for the week and help out, but it won't be the same. More than anything I think I'm really going to miss all the time we've gotten to spend together. Sigh. Reality bites.

1 comment:

buttakwup said...

Good job, Eric!
You're gonna do awesome. And how cool that you get your Mom for a week. I was telling Craig last week that I wished we lived just a little bit closer so that I could come stay with you for a couple days. How fun would that be, us with our babies?
I thought I'd have a harder time with Craig being gone all the time. It's nice to have him home, but honestly it's nice to be just us girls sometimes too. I hope that you find that your mommy-son time is special in it's own way, even with the understandable overwhelmingness of it all.
My unsolicited advice is don't be afraid to take him out. I like going to the mall and walking around with Adela in the wrap. She's blown out all over me and she's cried all the way home, but I keep finding that all the worst case scenarios aren't that bad. Most of the time it's great. And it really helps to get out of the house now and then.